Today has started off to be a good day, which is so nice because the past few days have been really hard on me. I have been going back and forth from being excited about life to being completely defeated. The spiritual battle has been thick and heavy, I sense that something big is coming for the enemy to after me so hard, but what? What will God have me do? I have prayed many times for God to use me, I have felt that the past year and a half God has been preparing me for something, and now it is time to practice what I have been taught, to try out the new heart that God has been rebuilding. Today I am hopeful that God does have a plan for me , to put these old rusty gifts and talents to use, the things that I have fearfully hidden in the closet of my heart for so long. It is crazy to think of what I will be when I am set free and all the doors to my heart are opened. I know that I have all that I need RIGHT NOW to do what ever God should ask me to do, so I continue to wait.
~C