Today is a really hard day, kids are sick, I have been under major spiritual attack for the past 3 days, and I haven’t had any time with my husband. I am trying to keep my heart in the right place, but I have to say that the holidays this year are starting to get really hard for me. I miss my family, I miss my husband, and I miss having a home to just be. It is so crazy to think of the of all the things that I have taken for granted, but it is even more crazy how little we really need to live and even be happy.

I keep wondering why God has us here, where we are right now, I don’t know that I will understand any time soon. I think is it going to be one of those things when 10 years down the road you look back and see it all come together like a beautiful puzzle.

I do know that God has us here for a reason, and a good one. Being here has caused me to S..L..O..W down a bunch, i haven’t had a house to keep me busy, I have had a lot of time to think. Some times that is a good thing. Any how I guss that is it for today.

~C