There has been so much craziness in our lives, the Lord has been teaching me so much in the past month that I could not put it all into words, and If I even tried it would take days, no months! I am so going to copy my hubby on this one and just copy and paste an e-mail that i had sent a while ago updating family on Cayla, here ya go!

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Email:

Alright, we got the results back yesterday.

The Doctors took us back into the conference room and sat us down, he said, “well you know the mass that I was showing you in the Ultrasound (by the way it was very clear), well we went in and we didn’t find anything, there was nothing in there at all.”. He really had nothing more to say than that, he did want to schedule Cayla in for another Ultrasound, that he wanted to do himself, in a month just to make sure.
Then later the nurse that was with Cayla during all the procedures came in to run us through the different meds that she would need to be taking for recovery, then she said, “Don’t you think that is amazing that they didn’t find anything?” I told her “yes!”, then she started to tear up and said ,”Well I better get out of here before I start crying.” She rushed out, and a few minutes later came back with another popsicle for Cayla with tears still in her eyes. Praise the Lord! Not only was there Nothing found in her bladder, At ALL, but all of the pain and irritation resulting from the testing that we were warned of, was not there, Cayla has had no pain or even discomfort at all!
Thank you for your prayers, God is GOOD, and he healed our baby girl! We love you all!
Feel free to call or e-mail, we would love to share more!

~The Brown Family

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Man I tell you what, I have been so amazied at the Lords goodness and faithfulness to me and to so many around me lately, I do not understand it , I never will, and it coninues to blow me away!

It seems most of the time that  life is to avoid failure, yet it is our failure , the thing we most avoid, that we need most, most of the time . I know that it doesn’t make since, it”s just that every time I fail  I am reminded that I can not avoid it. I don’t mean that I should seek failure, but instead, I should seek in that which does not fail (The Lord), and no longer in what is promised to (me).

How Loving the Lord is that he allows me to try to do it on my own, because it is then that I know for sure that I can not do it on my own. My failures remind me of  how weak my strength really is,  reminds me of my need for him every day!

With Cayla I lost sight of my Savior, I forgot everything that I know to be true of the Lord based in his Word and in ALL that he has done in my life. The fear of loosing Cayla was all I could see and hear. All the little lessons learned are meant to prepare me for the big tests, based on the big tests the Lord knows what I still NEED. It is times of testing , times when I am faced with great pain or great fear, that I will know what my faith is really in.

The amazing part of it all is that no matter what the Lord is good, anyways!

I did not lean on him, I did not put my trust in him, and I did not even have the strength to pray to him. Yet he held me any way, he was Faithful to me any way, and He searched my heart and heard me any way. And the greatest of all was that he healed my sweet Cayla any way. He is Faithful to us because he promised to be, he loves us because he created us, he shows his Mercy and his Grace to us because he can. It is his loving Kindness to me that leads me to repentance, it leads my heart back to his feet, to let it all GO, to surrender it ALL to him, Again!

To HIM be the Glory, for ever and ever!

AMEN!

~C