So what is God’s will for the Brown Family? That is something i have sought for a long while. It is so hard not knowing, what is even more hard is being a burden to great friends. We have been waiting to close on a house for over 4 months, the seller is not motivated to get things done, so the closing date has been moved 4-5 times. Originally we were suppose to move in October 15th, only staying at our friends home for 3 weeks, they have been more patient then any one I have ever known. I am at a loss on what to do or where to go, all I know is that we can no longer impose, I have no idea what God’s will is for our family but i have found that sometimes when you just step out in faith, fully trusting that God will catch your next step, His will is revealed and He provides. So Friday Josh and I put our foot down with the seller, we sent him a message that if we are not in the house by our current closing date of Feb28th then we are OUT, no more negotiation PERIOD! As well, we have decided that as of the first of March no matter what happens with the house we are moving out of our friends home, if we live in the car, hotel, dumpy apartment, then that is what we will do. We trust that somewhere through this stand that we have made God’s will shall be found. This is such a hard time for our family, we have been hit with a lot over the past 4 months, but we have grown more closer to the Lord then in all our years of knowing Him. We are so grateful for His goodness, and we know that he has a plan for us, a great plan that will bring us more Joy then we have ever known. I am just going to try my very hardest to focus on that hope today, for today has been a really hard day for me.

~C