Ok ,so I’m up! Tomorrow I am suppose to share my story with our Mom’s Village, I thought I had it nailed, I could easily jot down all the details and circumstances of my life, read it off my list to them and then do the all expected salvation story. I accepted Christ and My life changed and now I am so different, now i am happy, and everything is wonderful. For real, I was really going to do that, what a chicken! But I don’t know, I just kept hitting this wall, God was so not going to let me do that. So He has slowly taken me through the book of Matthew this week, I read from The Message, WOW, I have been blown away. The Message really draws you in, and I have found myself unable to walk away, Seriously, I am not kidding. I still have no idea what I will share or what i will say, every day I am being pulled to another area of my life, my story, of who i really am, and it is so hard and most of the time it hurts really bad. Yet with each pull the weight of the massive burden i have carried begins to slip off, and more and more of my heart becomes free from satan’s grip. I think that I have cried more this week then I have cried in months, God is moving , and even in the midst of brokenness I find rest.

~C