So during my quiet time yesterday, thoughts kept rolling through my mind, thoughts of who I am, who I was, and who I will be one day. I tell you what, in these past 4 months God has been more real to me than He ever has, His voice on my heart has become louder, and His written word has truly come a live to me in crazy ways. So as I was reflecting a bit on me and my heart, and the amazing transformation and reconstruction that is taking place, When I heard God telling a story:

One day long before this world was here, before I created the massive oceans and the stunning hills, before their was ever a painted sky where birds flew in it’s beautiful freedom, before it all, there was something on my mind, someone on my heart. I spent a life time dreaming about him and all that he would do, I made sure that his gifts and talents would be powerful above all the others, for he is who I have chosen to lead them. He will be of a great strength in heart and soul, Ahhhhh yes he is the one who will lead the many to the freedom land, his strength will break the chains of thousands, and his heart will bring truth to their hopeless souls. He will bring glory to my name once more and a great light to all the nations and all the lands. I shall put my hope in him for he is one of the last.

The enemy will be after him, searching for him high and low, for he is the one chosen to bring down the nations of lies that shall one day cover this world. Should he be found by the hunters before we meet, much could be lost. I will keep close to him ones who know me, as he ages they will show him my way and when it is time he will know. When that day comes when we shall meet heart to heart for the first time, I shall breathe life into his soul and he will know what he MUST do. 

I was a bit confused at what this story was suppose to mean to me, so I continued to Journal and things started to pour out.

WHAT IF…………………………………
What if the people that are cold and lifeless, the ones who are the hardest to love and who’s hearts seem to not even exist, the ones who don’t speak at all and the ones who scream and lash out at the heart, what if they had a story, what if we listened? What if they were the ones chosen before time by God Himself to lead the people to the freedom land? What if they were the one in that story, the one’s who were chosen to break the chains, to breathe truth in to the world? What if the ones that were put in their lives failed, the ones who were put in their path to show them the way? What if the enemy found them and got to them first, what if he beat down their hearts with abuse, lies, and violence  until the heart they didn’t even know they had was shattered in to a thousand pieces. What if all that now remained in their soul was hate, so much hate that they were now held as prisoner, being  tortured by their past? What if their painful past was all that they could see and all that they know? What if the enemy is keeping them from what they were created for, their purpose, their glory?

If that were true then that would make the enemy a coward, to afraid to face them in their glory as true warriors. Now if it was true then it would make love more important that we can even realize. Love is the only thing that can free a heart from the chains of hate, the chains of a tortured soul. What if that is why Christ spoke of love so passionately, why he lived love, why he breathed love, and why he died for love. Maybe there is much much more to the way things look and sound. Maybe we have more power then we could even imagine. What if we were the one in the story and we were the one being held prisoner by our past? What if we have the power to free the broken hearted from their torture?

 
So any how that is what was going through my heart yesterday during my quiet time, God is really pouring love in to my heart and the importance of it. I am almost starting to feel like I am the one who was in prison, it think that it is really hard to see where you are at when you are in it. 

~C